Mar 18, 2005 10:42
Well, i know i haven't been updating and thats because of my computer at home is STUPID.. haha but yet..i have ALOT of things on my mind! right now i have no one really to talk to.. because yet i don't know who to trust or who not to trust.... things are really gettin to me right now and i really don't understand WHY! that is my big question right now.. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!! me and my dad are fightin alot here lately.. im not really sure why but we are.. i can't stand the fact that he wants nothing really to do with me.. but yet he'll do anything n almost everything for the "SOCCER PLAYERS" of the family.. it kinda pisses me off about that!!.... he told me i had to have a job by Spring Break!! well hell there goes that seeing that spring break isn't but like a week away and yet i still don't have a job because someone WON'T take me to put in job appl!!!!!!!!!!!!! im worried about my mom and things that are happenin down there.. and im worried about other people.. when i really i have no time to worry about myself.. but yet i worry about other people.. maybe even alil to much!! i cryied myself to sleep the other night because i was so mad at my dad!!! my grades are SO/SO i mean yeah they could be better but yet i won't try to make them better..im not sure why but i don't want to!! i don't get to go away for spring break like i wanted to!! i was gonna go to FL!! and boy did i wanna go!! im hopin that i can still go to a beach!! because i needa get away from my house and things around my house!! they are just gettin to me really bad.......
BUT NOW FOR THE GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!
one friday night i met SAMEY,JOSH N HER LIL BOY!!! awwww he is so cute!!!!!! he was all smiling and stuff!!!! im free of my crush of some stupid guy that lied to me!!!!! i can't stand that.. why do people lie but yeah anyways .. thats over n donewith and im glad.....
THE BIGGEST NEWS OF ALL!!!!
I GET MY LICENSE ON APRIL 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAIT I WANT TO GET A CAR SO I CAN DRIVE AND GO SEE PEOPLE!!!!!!!
leave me some love and ill try to up date some more!!!
byebye muahz xoxo <333 Britt <3333