just the way it is
WELL TODAY STARTED OUT TO BE OK I GOT A CALL FROM MY CROOKED BOSS AND HE WANTED ME TO MEET HIM SO HE CAN PAY BUT HE ENDED UP ONLY PAYING NOT EVEN HALF OF WHAT HE OWES ME(HE'LL PAY ME THE REST NEXT WEEK)AND RIGHT WHEN I THOUGHT THINGS WERE GONNA GET BETTER I GET A CALL FROM THE HOSPITAL AND THEY TOLD ME THAT I WOULD HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER YEAR FOR THEM TO HIRE ME BECAUSE OF MY RECORD (THAT SUCKS!!) SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME AND REALLY TRY TO PREVENT ALL THE TROUBLE THAT I'VE CAUSED FOR MYSELF CAUSE HONESTLY ITS STRESSFUL AND DEPRESSING ALTHOUGH I TRY TO STAY JOYFUL NOW IM STUCK TRYING TO SERVE GOD AND CLEAN UP THE MESS FROM MY PASS THAT HAUNTS ME AND WHAT THE MORAL OF THIS ENTRY? LIFE'S NOT EASY BUT THATS JUST THE WAY IT IS!!! TILL NEXT TIME THATS ALL FOLKS...