i submit my incentive was romance, that is the pole dance of the stars
i can't get enough of antics. i hate getting all mushy about music, but interpol is stunning. upon the first couple of listens, i didn't think antics was as good as turn on the bright lights, but it's growing on me. i can't wait to see them at curiosa. i've never gotten the chance to see them live, but i imagine their songs live would be just as amazing as they are recorded. last night i left "evil" playing on my computer, and my cleaning lady was here, and she called me this morning to ask what i was playing.
i'm settling into summer. i know its kind of late for that, but i finally feel like it is summer. i finally feel rid of everything that was tying me down previously. not just in terms of school and work and whatnot, but in terms of people. i tend to develop superficial relationships based more on obligation rather than any sort of friendship. i probably only have about 3 friends whose company i actually enjoy. i used to think that wasn't normal, but now i've settled into the fact that it's just better if i go through some sort of releasing of all the "friends" in my life that i don't really care for.
last night i went to officeops for rock 'n' rollerskate with we are scientists. on the way we saw adam green on the L and then we got lost, as usual, or not as usual since i've only been there twice, but the last time it took hours to get there because i thought the L wasn't running. this time we just walked in circles trying to listen for music and distinguish one familiar building from another. we kept running into the same boar's head factory which was creepy but i kept laughing thinking about all the cold cuts that must in there. we finally found it. there was no beck lookalike like last time, but i have a total crush on the drummer from we are scientists so i was fine with that. i got mad because the non-rollerskaters were just standing around regardless of whether the dj was playing or the band. grace and i danced for awhile, and then later we got some skates and i stumbled around lots and lots. on the way home there was this girl and this guy on the subway, and i thought the girl was familiar but turns out i should have been paying attention to the guy as i soon realized it was brian #2. when we got out he said "hi" and we made silly conversation.
i just had a good sandwich. mmm.