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why am i being so lazy? i started out this break extremly well, i did something everyday, saw people, went out, was productive...but yesterday i slept most of the day and did some half assed laundry, which i have to finish off today. so yesterday was a complete waste. today i cancelled plans with someone, i'm about to cancel plans with 2 other people...all because i cant get off my ass to finish a few simple chores so i can go out later. i hate cancelling plans with people, i feel so guilty afterwards. i've been telling lara i'd go out with her this whole week, and we've been planning on shopping together for who knows how long. damn it. its been over an hour since i woke up and i've just been eating rice krispies in bed, and as much as i would love to just sit around doing nothing, i know that come tonight, i'm going to get all mad at myself for wasting a day of vacation. okay, on three i'm going to get up and do laundry, clean my room, do the dishes, and shower, and hopefully by 4pm i will be done with everything and ready to go out...arg i wrote that and then sat here for 5 minutes. okay, im going now.