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Well it's good to clear one problem up, even though another one started in the midst of clearing the first one up. my life is like cleaning up a china store with a tornado in it. But the question is, how could this happen, how could i ever possibly feel like that to that person?
Feeling like this isnt good for me, I need to stop and think but I can't because this tornado stops for no one. I could say fuck it all and let there be a mess, but I'm too retentive for that, I'm capible of cleaning it up, I'm just not feeling like it right now.
I think it's time for me to root, to avoid being sucked up by this tornado in itself. I need to make atleast some strand or teather or something to hold on to during this...
...fuck......this is NOT good
Feeling like this isnt good for me, I need to stop and think but I can't because this tornado stops for no one. I could say fuck it all and let there be a mess, but I'm too retentive for that, I'm capible of cleaning it up, I'm just not feeling like it right now.
I think it's time for me to root, to avoid being sucked up by this tornado in itself. I need to make atleast some strand or teather or something to hold on to during this...
...fuck......this is NOT good