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I'm totally different than I was before
And I've finally accepted it.
That I'm never going to be like those other girls. Those that drink to have fun.
Why would I want to, anyway? They must have some internal emotional void that they need to fill it with alochol. I don't need it.
I'm getting back to the groove of things.
I don't get the right amount of sleep that I'd like.
I've forgiven all those that have done me wrong.
I'm up until 4 am sometimes. Not doing much of anything. Usually just thinking.
But now, I'm procrastinating on school work, and that is my biggest problem. There's four weeks left in the semester, and I'm beginnning to shut down.
I'm ready to start new.
And I've finally accepted it.
That I'm never going to be like those other girls. Those that drink to have fun.
Why would I want to, anyway? They must have some internal emotional void that they need to fill it with alochol. I don't need it.
I'm getting back to the groove of things.
I don't get the right amount of sleep that I'd like.
I've forgiven all those that have done me wrong.
I'm up until 4 am sometimes. Not doing much of anything. Usually just thinking.
But now, I'm procrastinating on school work, and that is my biggest problem. There's four weeks left in the semester, and I'm beginnning to shut down.
I'm ready to start new.