frustrated.
i've just been so frustrated the past few days...i miss my boyfriend...one more week and 2 days until im on my way to see him. its just that like, i have bad days, and usually his hugs fix everything, but i can't hug him cuz hes 2609 miles away. i know he loves me, and he knows i love him, but its just like i get so flustered by the fact that i can't see him sometimes, and it just feels like the time can't go by ANY slower...i feel like i'm not losing any weight even though i work out EVERY day and eat sooo much healthier than i ever have...i just feel like all my hard work in everything is going to hell. im trying to stay upbeat about paul being gone, and really i am ok with it, its just sometimes i miss him SO much i just become beside my self with sadness...
9 days.....9 days....
i just have to keep reminding myself that its almost here...
9 days.....9 days....
i just have to keep reminding myself that its almost here...