sorry about no take backs
i guess that was kind of an asshole thing to say, my last entry. i got something out of all your journals. i just tended to skip over most of them a lot of the time. since i dont want to spend my life sitting at a computer, i had to cut journals. yeah. also. i think i had a manic episode or something in san francisco. i jumped from something, like 15 feet or so into someone's backyard. ran around dodging death, stripped naked in the night, and i got scared to die alone. i've been in my parents house now, reworking my ideas about motherhood and feminism and family and confidence. i've been seeing a lot of doctors. psychiatrists, accupuncturist, psychologist. in short, i learned to ask for help. now im trying to help myself. so no offense to all you who i left behind. i just can't sit at a computer for as long as i could before. love for you <3