Feb 06, 2005 20:14
last night i was an oddball with some young yuppies at a fondue party in the castro. there was an explosion and a line of fire up to the ceiling. i got to go home in a car. i love cars. i miss cars.
the other night i went to two strip clubs. it was wierd. there are strip clubs up and down my block and the guys outside always tell you to come in, and finally we did. some girls can really get down with a pole, thats all i'm saying. i met hellen's lover, but i still haven't met her fiance. the wedding is next week.
a lot of weddings here. everyone wants a green card.
friday will be a fun wedding, flora and this pretty boy davide. theyre gonna have a rockabilly/zombie wedding in a graveyard. tattoo rings. formal zombie 50's attire.... i can't wait.
i responded to an ad for a gay couple who need a babysitter. (dada and papa, they get called) i hope it happens. i need money and they sound like fun, really proud of their son.
ummmm. its my birthday saturday. im still broke but i've got about 30$ of the 40$ my mom sent last week left. so it feels good.
oh yeah. and im going to be a non-smoker. im reading "the easy way to stop smoking" and thinking it might just be as easy as they promise. just got to hammer the little big things out of my head.
hmmm..... i ate russian marshmallows and cookies and some thing filled with cheese in richmond today. i am stuffed.
i saw some old aquaintances in washington square the other day. theyre sleeping there. they made a hot new friend, who is shy and adorable with classy bum style. have to go to the park again soon.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm............................
i have not done any drugs or gotten drunk all week. well, since tuesday. its been rare lately.
i wrote a pretty personal note to my grandma, asking a lot of things i've been meaning to ask her for my whole life. about her life. who she is, what she did, how she thinks. how she raised 4 little boys when her husband died, when she was about my age. i never asked. i wrote to her on stationary she sent me for christmas. she always sends me stationary and i never send it back. i think thats what she's wanted all these years. i can be so thick.
i still need a job, yo. and i wish krista wifey were here. it would be multiple times more fun. the russians think so too.
mr.alejandro de argentina left today. too bad. he livelied up things.
i have not been so full in weeks. my belly's xsploding.
ok. love you bye. <3