... lately
i seriously have no idea where the past 4 weeks have gone. i need to write my birth story. i need to pump more breastmilk. i need to sleep more. i need to stop drinking coffee so late in the day. i need to wake up earlier than 12 in the afternoon (those last 4 things are v. v. connected). i need to assess my clothing situation before going back to school. i need to clean this house. i need to DO SO MANY THINGS.
but really? all i end up doing is holding this little angel in my arms. he's changed SO MUCH in the past four weeks. every day he becomes more and more alert. i don't know how i'm going to go back to work in TWO WEEKS. it seriously makes me want to PUKE when i think about it. ugh.
& so, that's what's been happening in my life. i don't want go back to work, and i love my SON more than i've loved anything in my LIFE. EVER. my heart has grown exponentially.
but really? all i end up doing is holding this little angel in my arms. he's changed SO MUCH in the past four weeks. every day he becomes more and more alert. i don't know how i'm going to go back to work in TWO WEEKS. it seriously makes me want to PUKE when i think about it. ugh.
& so, that's what's been happening in my life. i don't want go back to work, and i love my SON more than i've loved anything in my LIFE. EVER. my heart has grown exponentially.