I got my head on straight.

[goodbyesilkcity]

That's what everyone tells me.
But I feel like my head is on backwards,
or even upside down.

I screamed at my mom's new boyfriend the other day.
I never ever in my life want to see that man again.
Scumbag.
My brother and I now have the best relationship we have had in years.
And my mother and I don't have one.
She isn't answering my calls now.
or even texts.
I'm tired of dwelling on that.
It's making me exhausted.
Man I have the best family in the world if you don't count the two people that conceived me.
ha.
I feel like everything that has happened has pushed me further from people.
My head is constantly in thinking mode.
I can't sleep.
and when people talk to me I am not fully listening.
So, sorry for that.

I hope everyone has a great forth of July.
:)