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i have realized in this 2 day sobbing period being down will get me nowhere i need to suck it up and go out and do whats right not hold back feelings not be affraid like i have in the past i am going to put forth my efforts in job searching and im going to open up about my feelings i have got to say i am feeling better though not so drug out and slow i have ambition to go do think i hope this new outlooks upon things sticks with me and is not just a phase im trying to use to cover up in other news which there is a lack of i made jon his flyers for the show...... he likes im happy i am turning over my kid like and stepping into adulthood in 5 fuckin days i really can not wait i need another hair cut i think lots of shows i will be participating in through the month of march and april some of which coheed etid as i lay dying black dalhia murder scarlet i can not wait well i guess that is all and some thing else i like writing in here alot more cause i know it is viewed by many but hey they arent the stupid kids from my old school well farewell til the next entry