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i've been thinking. and i don't understand why people just can't be honest. most people lie to cover up or hide something. or because they don't have the guts to just be mature and own up to something. but then once you lie, you usually have to lie to hide your lie, and so on. and then you create a big mask, and a big perception that isn't true. and if this perception of you or your particular lie is what people see to be you and to be true to you, then people are not really seeing who you are. and if this is so, who you are will always be different depending on what you have lied about. and you will never be a genuine person. and if you like the fact that people aren't really seeing you for you, then you will always have to be an actress all your life. and wouldn't you rather just be surrounded by people who like you for you?