i'm consumed/
i need to learn to meditate.
it'll help to keep my head straight.
everything feels like it has lost a tremendous amount of meaning.
i don't want to give up on this overwhelming feeling.
You consume me, and I let you.
You look back and I let go.
I'll watch you fall and dive down right after you.
Headfirst into what could easily be the end of me.
Or the beginning of the person I've wanted to become.
This is never what i wanted.
Now i'm left here to wonder..
about where you are.
What you're doing.
Without me, and maybe that's just the way it is supposed to be.
The distance between us just doesn't seem fair.
I'm looking for an alternate solution.
I just want to know why it is that it seems like every time something good comes into life and makes the world seem okay again, it's taken from you quicker than you got it to begin with.
This is all nonsense and I shouldn't even bother
but I can't very well vent to a wall.
I shudder when I think of the possibilities.
I've fallen for you and I can't get the fuck up.
it'll help to keep my head straight.
everything feels like it has lost a tremendous amount of meaning.
i don't want to give up on this overwhelming feeling.
You consume me, and I let you.
You look back and I let go.
I'll watch you fall and dive down right after you.
Headfirst into what could easily be the end of me.
Or the beginning of the person I've wanted to become.
This is never what i wanted.
Now i'm left here to wonder..
about where you are.
What you're doing.
Without me, and maybe that's just the way it is supposed to be.
The distance between us just doesn't seem fair.
I'm looking for an alternate solution.
I just want to know why it is that it seems like every time something good comes into life and makes the world seem okay again, it's taken from you quicker than you got it to begin with.
This is all nonsense and I shouldn't even bother
but I can't very well vent to a wall.
I shudder when I think of the possibilities.
I've fallen for you and I can't get the fuck up.