ok.

[goodbyedecember]

what a quandary it seems i
have found myself in.

what good is a friendship
or any type of relationship
when there is failure to communicate.

i make an effort to talk to one of my
"e;best friends"e. about
a problem. and once again. i get
shoved away. maybe the problem is me.
if i wasnt such a jerk in the first place
i would have nothing to whine about on this
stupid little weblog that i post on
for all to see how incredibly ridiulous i am.

maybe i should stop trying. i mean come on really.
my efforts have yet to be acknowedged. why should
i continue any further..

from now on
if anyone feels like putting up with me..
so be it.. but if something were to go wrong
then you are out of luck because i am certainly
not going to try and work with you on solving anything.
you will just have to "e;not worry about it"e.