Dec 02, 2006 19:18
I feel like I'm being haunted by people from my past. Memories of moments and places in time. People popping up in my dreams or seeing things that remind me of those people. It's funny how things can change so quickly without you even noticing. People you swore you'd know forever you barely even know a year later. I can say right now that there is no one I hate. Hating someone is a waste of time and energy. It doesn't make either party feel any better. I'm truly happy with my life right now and the people who have chosen to stay in it. Everything happens for a reason and maybe those people who have slipped out might not have been meant to stay in my life. It doesn't mean however that they didn't make an impact on me in some way, shape, or form. I suppose I'm being haunted because I really don't enjoy the feeling of people hating me either. However those people feel about me now is nothing I can change. I will say that if I saw any of them on the street I would smile and acknowledge them. It's not about being the bigger person its about cherishing something that once was a good memory. People change and grow apart. I wish my ghosts the best of luck in their life and hope they are happy. Thank you for the memories.