keep on dancin' through 'til daylight
i haven't been here in so long, i have no idea where to start.
well, i just broke up with my soulmate. the one who told me that "you are my one & only". the who i have spent the last year and a half of my life with. the one who laid down next to me for the past four months and told me that he loved me. the boy who changed my life, but he also ruined me. it will take me a very long time to ever trust a person, again.
i found about two weeks ago that he had been cheating on me for the past 6 months with four/five different people. all of whom were my very good friends.
i cried for so long that night because i just felt like i lost my the right half of my heart. he was my world. i paid for his rent this past month. i had boughten him cigarrettes for the past two months. i made his lunch every night before work when he got his job. i bought him breakfast every day for three weeks straight.
"we're going to have a log cabin up in vermont only 10 minutes away from my house."
i still want his family to be mine. they are fucking amazing.
his mom told me i was the best thing that ever happened to him. he was the happiest she has ever seen him with me.
he cheats on me and still lays down every night next to me and tells ME that he loves me. i didnt say it forever because i couldn't. i just couldn't. & then, in march, i did. i loved him with every piece of me. i was going to school so we could have a wrangle with 35" mud tires and a three inch lift kit. i was living because he was there.
& he fucking slapped me in the face with it.
NOW other than that.
-i got the house. AHA.
-there's this boy at school. MMMHHHMMM
-I NEED TO GET LAID!!!!-
-school is good.
-my color theory class is sweet
-i could probably take a photo class next semester.
-KELLER WILLIAMS, OCTOBER 14th, NEW YORK, NY.
PEACE,LOVE&MUSIC
well, i just broke up with my soulmate. the one who told me that "you are my one & only". the who i have spent the last year and a half of my life with. the one who laid down next to me for the past four months and told me that he loved me. the boy who changed my life, but he also ruined me. it will take me a very long time to ever trust a person, again.
i found about two weeks ago that he had been cheating on me for the past 6 months with four/five different people. all of whom were my very good friends.
i cried for so long that night because i just felt like i lost my the right half of my heart. he was my world. i paid for his rent this past month. i had boughten him cigarrettes for the past two months. i made his lunch every night before work when he got his job. i bought him breakfast every day for three weeks straight.
"we're going to have a log cabin up in vermont only 10 minutes away from my house."
i still want his family to be mine. they are fucking amazing.
his mom told me i was the best thing that ever happened to him. he was the happiest she has ever seen him with me.
he cheats on me and still lays down every night next to me and tells ME that he loves me. i didnt say it forever because i couldn't. i just couldn't. & then, in march, i did. i loved him with every piece of me. i was going to school so we could have a wrangle with 35" mud tires and a three inch lift kit. i was living because he was there.
& he fucking slapped me in the face with it.
NOW other than that.
-i got the house. AHA.
-there's this boy at school. MMMHHHMMM
-I NEED TO GET LAID!!!!-
-school is good.
-my color theory class is sweet
-i could probably take a photo class next semester.
-KELLER WILLIAMS, OCTOBER 14th, NEW YORK, NY.
PEACE,LOVE&MUSIC