what else but more fucked up things!

[goodbye_smiles]

alright...i learned that i cant live without my cell
phone...its physically impossible...i dont like
it i feel so fucking empty. and. now. i. think.
that. i. have. issus. i really think i do,
cause lets see here. stephanie has problems
expressing herself. an trusting doesnt come easy.
talking is something that rarley comes up.
and she despised spending time with her family.
i know that it doesnt SOUND bad..its just the level
of extreamity that it has become. nothing more
nothing less..alway something WRONG. and i wrote
a poem: FEELINGS FOR A FRIEND
It hurts so deeply when I hear your voice
It hurts me inside to have you in my heart
but not in my arms
Every night I dream of you
Every day I think of you
Day after day
Moment after moment
I die a little inside
Speaking to you only makes me
want to pull the trigger even harder
I plan to tell you
But how can I?
When you dont feel the same
I think of ways to escape and be with you
But reality isnt just you and I
But I keep on dreaming
And waiting for the day, where I can say
"Finally youre only mine"
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yeah i know its sucked ass but whatever....
ill leave now cause i have nothing more to say