commence the jigglin'
Tomorrow are the pSATs, and I'm scurred. I got on some film school websites today, I guess I'm looking around the Chicago area right now, since it's the closest thing to here that's considered a big city. It would be fun to go to Chicago anyway.
I hate being so optimistic all the time. I mean, I know it doesn't seem like I am a lot of the time, really, but I act marginally a lot happier than I am right now. It's like things were just going downhill and going downhill and now I'm just kind of falling apart.
I hate school, I hate my hair, I hate how I look. I have no group or person I fit in with. I drift between aquaintences. If I didn't love the music so much, I'd drop band in a second. I kind of just wish at this point we could move to a new city or state or country.. and just change everything. Start over. But oh well I guess, I'll graduate in a year or two and that will be that.
Band will either be over on Saturday or the next (if we make state). I dunno if I want it or not, but I will miss it if it's gone.
Also, wish me luck in getting my job at hot topic. If I do, then I will be able to keep busy with Plan B (click for what it's about - it's the best thing ever) and maybe even jazz band.
That's all.
PS the new Hives CD is <3. Czech it out.
I hate being so optimistic all the time. I mean, I know it doesn't seem like I am a lot of the time, really, but I act marginally a lot happier than I am right now. It's like things were just going downhill and going downhill and now I'm just kind of falling apart.
I hate school, I hate my hair, I hate how I look. I have no group or person I fit in with. I drift between aquaintences. If I didn't love the music so much, I'd drop band in a second. I kind of just wish at this point we could move to a new city or state or country.. and just change everything. Start over. But oh well I guess, I'll graduate in a year or two and that will be that.
Band will either be over on Saturday or the next (if we make state). I dunno if I want it or not, but I will miss it if it's gone.
Also, wish me luck in getting my job at hot topic. If I do, then I will be able to keep busy with Plan B (click for what it's about - it's the best thing ever) and maybe even jazz band.
That's all.
PS the new Hives CD is <3. Czech it out.