Agh fuck it all Agh

Mar 01, 2005 22:13

omg i just dont kno wat the hell to feel ne more i mean
my dad
citezen A
i mean wat the hell am i suposed to think of him
i just dont kno ne more
and i REALLY want to go to Hawii b/c its gunna be sooooo gorgeus and i really awant to go,
but i think ill have fun in floida with Erin Right?
i mean sure ill be stayin at sum old foggies home but wtf, i guess it'll be fun, right?
i just hope i wont have nething to regret , bc i kno wats gunna happen already...
A. if i go to florida the entire time im gunna think about hawii
B. if i go to hawii the entre time im gunna think about florida!
i mean i seriously need sum help with regret!!
i just dont kno wat to think!
HELP!!!!!
ok so tonight my dad ame in and talked to me (4 like ever!!!) omg he whouldn't shut up
sometimes i feel some pitty torads him, but i dont kno wat to think
do i forgive him for everything hes done, betray my mother and love him again?
or
do i push him out of my life, use his money to support me and live happily with my mother...
i have NO IDEA WICH PARENT TO CHOOSE!!
either way i loose
either way i win
but both ways i will feel regret and will be hurting sum1.
i dont kno wat to do ....
i must go now
god bless.. xoxox
~elle
Previous post Next post
Up