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So nothing really new, same old shit I guess.
A part of me is really not excited about christmas vacation and I'm still not in the christmas mood... I've tried so hard to get into it... but I don't wanna listen to xmas music, I don't wanna wrap presents, but I dooo love buying things for other ppl, always a good time. Things have been confusing lately,a part of me is really so sick of it but still I can't let go. I came home early from school today... had a headache. I really don't like school, and the bullshit is getting really old. whooo knows, I hope this vacation is more then just working for me. Can't get my hopes to high tho.
A part of me is really not excited about christmas vacation and I'm still not in the christmas mood... I've tried so hard to get into it... but I don't wanna listen to xmas music, I don't wanna wrap presents, but I dooo love buying things for other ppl, always a good time. Things have been confusing lately,a part of me is really so sick of it but still I can't let go. I came home early from school today... had a headache. I really don't like school, and the bullshit is getting really old. whooo knows, I hope this vacation is more then just working for me. Can't get my hopes to high tho.