"boys like you are a dime a dozen"
today was rainy. it was nice, except the fact that i was cold & didn't have a jacket on.. that's never very fun. i thought that farmers was going to get cancelled tonight, on account of the rain, but i guess not. i probably won't go though, i don't have anyone to go with because i'm a fucking loser.
let me make one thing clear: i can't stand it when people aren't honest with me. i'm sorry if i sound overbearing, but if you obviously don't have any real feelings for me, are only interested in something physical, you really need to tell me. i can't read minds, and from my experience, the people i'm close to (or i'd like to be close to) have been extremely good actors, putting on a false image of what really is. it's not good, and i can't stand it. i don't want to hear shit from other people, even if they're my best friends. i want to hear it from YOU. if you'd rather me not know, don't tell people that i know. i may be an idiot, but i do know people and whatever is said is going to come back to me one way or another. so please, don't decieve me. don't play with my feelings. i'm not stupid, i know how things can be, and i try my hardest to be understanding, but sometimes it's just too much. this is too much. i can't continue this for a day longer.
i had to get that out. glad that i've discovered the art of being descreet, but i doubt that was anything but.
let me make one thing clear: i can't stand it when people aren't honest with me. i'm sorry if i sound overbearing, but if you obviously don't have any real feelings for me, are only interested in something physical, you really need to tell me. i can't read minds, and from my experience, the people i'm close to (or i'd like to be close to) have been extremely good actors, putting on a false image of what really is. it's not good, and i can't stand it. i don't want to hear shit from other people, even if they're my best friends. i want to hear it from YOU. if you'd rather me not know, don't tell people that i know. i may be an idiot, but i do know people and whatever is said is going to come back to me one way or another. so please, don't decieve me. don't play with my feelings. i'm not stupid, i know how things can be, and i try my hardest to be understanding, but sometimes it's just too much. this is too much. i can't continue this for a day longer.
i had to get that out. glad that i've discovered the art of being descreet, but i doubt that was anything but.