Feb 01, 2005 21:49
have you ever wanted to be with someone so bad, but you couldn't have them, for one reason or another? it was just impossible? consider that how my heart feels right now. except, i'm very hopeful. things are very possible, but for the time being, i'm kind of stuck in an emotional ditch. i'm not sure how deep or wide it is, but i know it's a ditch in the road. i do know that within time it'll be paved & filled in.
i just wish it was now. i want to remain incredibly happy. i want these butterflies in my stomach to stay. i want what i'm feeling to never go away.
as i've said once, i'll say it again. except, this time, i truly believe that i'll be rewarded with the wait.
"spare me just, three last words,
'i love you' is all she heard,"
"i'll wait for you,
but i can't wait forever."