i get a notion from the look in your eyes.....
today was a good day.
went over to chanceys and worked, made a cd on the DSL woo., came home took a nap...then Chad came over and we chilled for a good while, and then Shaw came over, chad left, and me and Shaw went to the movies with Blake Tiffani Megan and Megan,...talked to Brittany too....saw House of Wax, it was damn good too. Paris Hilton isnt as bad of a actress as i thought she would be. talked to Rachel H after the movie for awhile...had a good lil talk about Brandon Summers and Brittany lol...went to Taco Bell with Shaw and Blake. i was hoping everyone and there brother would b up there after the show..but i dunno what time it was over.did see Caitlin tho, we waved lol.
justins home. i hope we hang out 2morrow.
as phillys graduation draws near...the more and more i think about how everyone there is soo ridiculous and how better off i am not there. i wouldnt have become friends with this huge group of friends i am with now...i would b soo wrapped up in all the bullshit and drama...and im glad im not. i do miss them. but the people that were my FRIENDS when i was there....when i was the person i used to be...and they people they USED to be...there not the same people i left behind 2 years ago....there older...more im/mature...and have moved on from me...i do miss what USED to be... ive realized that life isnt all about who you know in high school and how you fit in,...or whether your going by THERE standards. and this time next year..those people will (hopefully) realize how they acted in high school, how ridiculous they were, and how immature they were. everyone in general after there out of that high school scene realizes it sooner or later...and im glad i realized it now.. i hope graduation will b a gooood closing to it all and i can move on...and they will all move on too.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart...