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i'm redoing my user info and realizing it needs a lot of changes....and since right now i'm depressed they're not good ones
this is the before:
my name is Sean.
i'm 18.
i live in leonardo but i'm moving to philly soon.
my favorite hobby is photography i am going to the cittone institute in philadelphia.
i work at jazz and java in the philly airport.
i'm not what u would call stereotypical anything.
i have the BEST boyfriend in the world.
i have some great friends.
i've lost a lot of friends.
i know life hurts.
but i know thats just part of living a real life.
i'm happy with who i am and if u need to question me then u must not be happy with urself.
and this is the after:
my name is Sean.
i'm 20.
i live in germantown, philadelphia
my favorite hobby was photography but i can't afford it right now.
i work at bucks county coffee on main street in manayunk, philadelphia.
i'm not what u would call stereotypical anything.
i'm single and it makes me cry when i'm alone at night.
i've lost a lot of friends.
i have like no close friends left.
i know life hurts.
but i know thats just part of living a real life.
i don't remember who i am.
that last part scares me cuz i used to know myself so well and i was soo happy....i can't believe i changed myself for sumone else
i'm sitting here at work trying not to cry but thats all i want to do everything is so weird and i feel so totally and utterly alone
daniel came by yesterday to try to talk to me but i just wish he understood i'm not trying to hurt him and that i can't and won't take him back...i need my space and i need him to just understand who knows maybe sumday we could be friends but thats all now
i just hate how i feel right now and its not fun...the back of my throat is all tight and i just want to curl up in a ball and cry for a while with sumone there to hug me....i don't care if its a boy or a girl i just need sumone to be there for me right now...as a friend i need to have friends...and if i find sumone special along the way i'll see what happens but i just need people right now
i'm rambling so i'm gunna stop now and get back to work
this is the before:
my name is Sean.
i'm 18.
i live in leonardo but i'm moving to philly soon.
my favorite hobby is photography i am going to the cittone institute in philadelphia.
i work at jazz and java in the philly airport.
i'm not what u would call stereotypical anything.
i have the BEST boyfriend in the world.
i have some great friends.
i've lost a lot of friends.
i know life hurts.
but i know thats just part of living a real life.
i'm happy with who i am and if u need to question me then u must not be happy with urself.
and this is the after:
my name is Sean.
i'm 20.
i live in germantown, philadelphia
my favorite hobby was photography but i can't afford it right now.
i work at bucks county coffee on main street in manayunk, philadelphia.
i'm not what u would call stereotypical anything.
i'm single and it makes me cry when i'm alone at night.
i've lost a lot of friends.
i have like no close friends left.
i know life hurts.
but i know thats just part of living a real life.
i don't remember who i am.
that last part scares me cuz i used to know myself so well and i was soo happy....i can't believe i changed myself for sumone else
i'm sitting here at work trying not to cry but thats all i want to do everything is so weird and i feel so totally and utterly alone
daniel came by yesterday to try to talk to me but i just wish he understood i'm not trying to hurt him and that i can't and won't take him back...i need my space and i need him to just understand who knows maybe sumday we could be friends but thats all now
i just hate how i feel right now and its not fun...the back of my throat is all tight and i just want to curl up in a ball and cry for a while with sumone there to hug me....i don't care if its a boy or a girl i just need sumone to be there for me right now...as a friend i need to have friends...and if i find sumone special along the way i'll see what happens but i just need people right now
i'm rambling so i'm gunna stop now and get back to work