drive
when i'm in nature, i don't feel accused. i never feel responsible or guilty. there's nothing i want or need and i don't feel obligated to do anything for anyone. it's a right of passage. does anyone else get that? onceyou step into the woods, somewhere unplanned or un fucked with, you've stepped out of the human realm. it's like, all those grievances we endure everyday all the time just being with other people and being bound by society and manifestations of society just vanish. forget about what you're supposed to feel like or supposed to say cause no way does the earth by its nature want anything from you.
*sigh*
then back to the "real world"
blah