The Drifter of Chronicles.

Jan 19, 2007 13:08

Pain is the unpleasant reassurance that life still exists in one form or another.

I felt pain today. And I learned a bit from it, though, not as much as I should have. I felt pain when I thought about what I WAS doing, and what I was SUPPOSED to be doing. I dont disregard people because I want to. I just fall out because i disregard myself. I need motivation. Not that cheesy kind either, you know, "livin in a van down by the river" and such.

Lives are like rough diamonds. Trials and problems smooth the edges out and eventually you go through enough experiences to become a smooth round work of art, but the trials and problems keep smoothing you out, and eventually, that beautiful round diamond begins to crack under the pressure of life. Then you have to start over, only this time, the diamond life is smoothing out becomes smaller.

I dont think Im depressed though. I just need a lady friend. Just to talk to.

*also, if you see me, check out my finger nails. They got really long and I got really board and filed them down to points. It'll probably make you laugh thinking, "what the hell is going through his head". Meanwhile, I will be jamming them into your throat. Theyre that sharp. (but takin a piss sucks now. I havent cut him yet, but its gonna happen.)
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