Yeah....
I don't know what to think of my life right now its confusing I really happy somtimes, but then theres the other times that I wish I would have died when I came so close to death...and I don't know what if I would have died people wouldn't remember me in 10 years and those who do would think of me as a kid that wasn't going anywhere in his life and he was only at the start of it. I'm so scared right now and I don't know what to do and I just want to be with someone who loves me till the end of time....which I might have right now but I'm not sure yet its too soon to tell. All I know is that something isn't right in my life right now and my body is telling me that not to sleep not to eat not to live untill you fix this...
Later
-Sam
Later
-Sam