i went away for a while
Yes! *swing of arm*
I'm growing up.
Reading is helping me out a lot. No, not my biology text that i'm supposed to be reading, just the random books i've picked up here and there. Also, it's helping me to worry less...or learn to. it turns out that with a little organization in my life i can be quite worry-free! (very exciting!) Money is a factor too, but i'm trying to minimize how it affects my current choices.
Umm. except for this weekend, i am going to try and stay home more until school's over. I think it's for the best, i dont need a constant outer distractions on top of things. I am NOT saying that i wont go out... just that i'll try to make it only a couple nights a week.
i'm not sure if it was just my christmas-time anxiety, but i notice that's when i become most depresed. i am finished with it. if it happens again, i will not take it into my own hands, but i will ask for a little assistance, someone to talk to. depression is a waste of time, and keeps me from moving forward and getting anywhere in life. I'm done with the pity. *here, take it*
Exercise!! It's been two years now since my exercise blow-out. I am ready to get back into it hardcore! This will help me a lot with organization, sleep, and any depression that may be lurking about. I have my double sports bra and running shoes all ready! also, i have decided that, as much as i hate 'drinking' calories, i HAVE to drink more soy milk and orange juice. we were weight training in exercise science, but i could barley do anything without feeling my bones would snap. i am not exaggerating. nothing to do with the muscles.
anyhow, yay. i have also made another appointment for my back. it's been long enough. and now with all the money i saved after the extraction of my wisdom teeth, i don't HAVE to use my visa. i still do occasionally, but only because i have the money in my account to pay it that night online.
Yippee! i'm back!
I'm growing up.
Reading is helping me out a lot. No, not my biology text that i'm supposed to be reading, just the random books i've picked up here and there. Also, it's helping me to worry less...or learn to. it turns out that with a little organization in my life i can be quite worry-free! (very exciting!) Money is a factor too, but i'm trying to minimize how it affects my current choices.
Umm. except for this weekend, i am going to try and stay home more until school's over. I think it's for the best, i dont need a constant outer distractions on top of things. I am NOT saying that i wont go out... just that i'll try to make it only a couple nights a week.
i'm not sure if it was just my christmas-time anxiety, but i notice that's when i become most depresed. i am finished with it. if it happens again, i will not take it into my own hands, but i will ask for a little assistance, someone to talk to. depression is a waste of time, and keeps me from moving forward and getting anywhere in life. I'm done with the pity. *here, take it*
Exercise!! It's been two years now since my exercise blow-out. I am ready to get back into it hardcore! This will help me a lot with organization, sleep, and any depression that may be lurking about. I have my double sports bra and running shoes all ready! also, i have decided that, as much as i hate 'drinking' calories, i HAVE to drink more soy milk and orange juice. we were weight training in exercise science, but i could barley do anything without feeling my bones would snap. i am not exaggerating. nothing to do with the muscles.
anyhow, yay. i have also made another appointment for my back. it's been long enough. and now with all the money i saved after the extraction of my wisdom teeth, i don't HAVE to use my visa. i still do occasionally, but only because i have the money in my account to pay it that night online.
Yippee! i'm back!