Dec 02, 2008 20:53
I'm so frustrated. I'm having a repeat of a stiuation that really hurt me a while back. And I don't know what to do. I keep thinking I have the upper hand because I went through it once. But now here I am, same position, still stuck. I wanna just forget it, ya know. Stop trying so freaking hard. But at the same time, everything in me wants to try my hardest to gain control. To make the situation turn around.
What's really encouraging, though, is that this time, I have friends to fall back on. Good friends. Great friends. The best friends.
Christmas is coming soon. I can't wait to see all of your faces light up opening gifts :D
Oh, and Kaitlyn Sabada and I are going yo-yo shopping. Life still goes on :D