Oct 16, 2005 22:04
Well life. I dont know what to say about it lately. I mean dont get me wrong, i know i have it good and everything, but ya know, lately, at times, i just dont seem all that happy. I dont know what it is, i mean i have an idea, but ive been saying "i hate this" or "i hate that" alot more than i usually would lately. Also, I seem to be bored alot more often. I mean i dont think im depressed because usually im in a good mood.
Also, I think i need to go meet new people. I mean i love hanging out with my current friends, and i always will and i will continue to do so, but if I meet new people, that way i can do more things, including what i do now.
I might be feeling this way because i really havent had a good talk with anyone lately. I useto do it alot more often, but I stopped doing that. I know it helps out alot, but I just havent done so lately.
Oh and i decided not to take everything so seriously anymore. Something just seemed to click today and now I just dont see the point in everything being so serious. That might be my problem. Ive been putting alot of stress on myself lately, and it made me be worried about everything. Now, im trying to work on not taking everything so seriously.
Anway, dont get me wrong, i love my life. I mean the past few weekends have been really awesome and fun. I suppose just sometimes things dont go how i want and i get in "a funk" about it.