no.
first off, some shit is working out perfectly
honesty is allllwayyyyssss the best
secondly,
there was an intervention held for me yesterday
very interesting.. i repeat ... AN INTERVENTION held for ME
none of them will ever read this but: IM NOT GONNA DIE, RELAX
defending myself is too much energy, omg, i just wish they like ... have seen what i've seen?
now i just feel more alienated from my RI friends. even though they LOVE ME and i love them too. wtf.
NH... where are you????
thirdly,
i fucked up a bunch of school stuff. a bunch. two are getting taken care of today. two other ones i'm not sure. i've been extra fucked up because Tuen died, and i'm not gonna lie, I miss him. Me and him got along really well. I get to keep one of his plants.... live on tuen, i'll try not to kill it. :(
my brain just cannot focus on anything school related
and its crunch time
fuck fuck fuck
i need a job in nashua - ANY IDEAS GUYS?
honesty is allllwayyyyssss the best
secondly,
there was an intervention held for me yesterday
very interesting.. i repeat ... AN INTERVENTION held for ME
none of them will ever read this but: IM NOT GONNA DIE, RELAX
defending myself is too much energy, omg, i just wish they like ... have seen what i've seen?
now i just feel more alienated from my RI friends. even though they LOVE ME and i love them too. wtf.
NH... where are you????
thirdly,
i fucked up a bunch of school stuff. a bunch. two are getting taken care of today. two other ones i'm not sure. i've been extra fucked up because Tuen died, and i'm not gonna lie, I miss him. Me and him got along really well. I get to keep one of his plants.... live on tuen, i'll try not to kill it. :(
my brain just cannot focus on anything school related
and its crunch time
fuck fuck fuck
i need a job in nashua - ANY IDEAS GUYS?