Keys Please!

Apr 09, 2006 01:40

yes......I was offered a job at starbucks........the only thing holding me back........I don't have a car........... so I AM looking for a car....that means that the job is waiting for me...that also means that I'm in most need of money, thus MORE hours at red robin. ugh. but if worse comes to worse and I have to buy a car, at least the money will be there and I can do it. SO....this is my ad......

looking for a car.

needs to last for at least 3 months. I don't even plan on keeping it for college, just something to get me to and from work. and I need it for the summer, I don't know how much money I'll have saved...but I just NEED a junker to get to work! please help!

the worst part about this is, that I have the power to change the sitation and not having a car is the only thing holding me back. Wow. I'm anxious, and for the first time in a long time, I'm striving for a goal. So please, if you have any offers/ideas and I mean real ones, leave me a comment or contact me via aim....I'm usually on....kbjean06

ok haha....now. after that rambling....I saw Ice Age: The Meltdown today and it was rather funny and of course Scrat was the best, stealing the show. Prom is cominggggg. yesssssssss.

I had a revalation today, an epiphany if you will.....I am tired of fighting with one of my friends. It gets annoying....and the person asks why I'm mad, and I simply say "nah, let it go, drop it, whatever, it's ok..I'm fine" just blowing that off, letting it go....but the person insists on pushing me further, not realizing their past actions as hurtful ones...and then, the most annoying part....ok. So I tell the person what is bothering me, but in a tonal, normal calm voice....and WHAT do I get in RETURN???? Oh, nothing but attitude, the person practically hung up on me today. And when they talk to me, they always say "it's ok, you can talk about it I'm your friend." Ok. Now they have a bad habit of always calling themself a quote-un-quote "good friend" which is a bad habit simply because they are not a good friend. I guess they have concluded that if they tell themselves in their head and me how good of a friend they are to me, that it will somehow end up becoming true. wrong. I guess that method of self-esteem and stability to their insecurity somehow lets them sleep at night. whatever. I have my real friends, I can't wait to leave this person behind. And when this so and so asked "did you check to see how far away my college was?" I just smiled and answered a "no." Simply because I don't care how far away they are, because I will never go see them. Just my friends at CMU and WVU and the rest scattered in PA. So I guess this is my farewell to them. Hmm. Oh well, their loss, not mine....the only loss that I have sustained is of time...and as it was once said.....time is ageless....it's different for everyone....

ta-ta for now all.
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