Aug 22, 2004 00:33
I worry.
I worry about getting a job and housing when I graduate next year. I worry about whether I'm too lazy or dirty to work. I worry about the cats, about Locke being sick, about being unable to care for them and having to give them away, about whether it was a good idea to adopt cats in the first place. I worry about being stuck in Madison or living in a tiny apartment. I worry about running out of money and being homeless. I worry about what I'm going to do, whether I should go to grad school for journalism or psychology or try to get a job or go into Teach for America or leave the country or what. I worry about the election, about whether the guys I'm supporting believe in anything beyond that they should be elected. I worry about having no marketable job skills. I worry about moving away and starting over with nothing, or contrarily staying in Madison and never changing. I worry about being stupid or naive. I worry about a lot of things.
I worry about the future.