costly realizations with a free kick in the face
There are moments which mark your life. Moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same and time is divided into two parts, before this and after this. Sometimes you can feel such a moment coming, that's the test, or so i tell myself. I tell myself that at times like that, strong people keep moving forward anyways.
I don't know what you were trying to accomplish or how much meaning fills the void between what you say and how you feel. In any case, the effect wasn't the kind people want to hear about. At that moment, I wanted to quit trying and go back to the way I was, but I'll keep moving forward anyways.
"You can always turn your back on a person, but you can never turn your back on a drug." - HST
[I wish things were different, but reality is a bitch. I'm at a real bad chapter in my life and maybe it's best you aren't around to read it. I love you and I'm sorry.]
I don't know what you were trying to accomplish or how much meaning fills the void between what you say and how you feel. In any case, the effect wasn't the kind people want to hear about. At that moment, I wanted to quit trying and go back to the way I was, but I'll keep moving forward anyways.
"You can always turn your back on a person, but you can never turn your back on a drug." - HST
[I wish things were different, but reality is a bitch. I'm at a real bad chapter in my life and maybe it's best you aren't around to read it. I love you and I'm sorry.]