To Whom it May Concern

[gonzo_jen_275]

Alrighty... well i don't know what inspired me as of late. but i for some reason decided to go through all my old journal entries... like cirka (SP?) 2004 journal entries. so this was back when i was going through my big depression. at the time i didn't realise how bad everything was. i mean i was so sad on some days that i didn't feel i deserved happiness at all. i mean WOW!!! is all i have to say. i'm much better now. the depression i went through will always be a part of me but i've learned to not give into it as easily. its just a waste of time. but thats not why i'm writing here

To Whom it May Concern... Thank you. thank you for listening to me bitch! thanks for being there with me for the dark ages... thank you for making me laugh and keeping me sane. thank you for talking with me late at night... thank you for the affection you showed... thank you for telling me over and over again that i am worthwhile and beautiful... thank you for being a great friend to me in whatever way you could at the time...

i may not talk to you anymore... if i don't maybe we should. i'm sorry for those i've pushed away. sorry to those i left with no reason why. you at least deserved an honest explanation. Once again... thank you for being a friend, i hope i was as good to you as you were to me... if not better ^_^.

leave a comment if you'd like. i will check back. If you really read this far... thanks for listening once again *huggles* ^_^