Oct 25, 2005 23:17
So it has been a loooong time since i have updated this thing...i have gotten addicted to myspace and facebook. Things really haven't changed since the last time that i updated. Mark and i are doing goood. If the weather is good this weekend he is taking me somewhere...but he wont tell me where he is taking me..all of his friends want me to bring some of my friends down to base this weekend to party...but i dont know if im even going to be there.
School is going well. the good thing is that i only have 44 days left until i get to come home. as much as i dont want to be away from mark i know that i need to go home...and i miss people...mark and i were talking about it and listening to music, and i started to to cry because i miss Sam and beth.i was such a sap! He just sit there and told me that there were only 45 days left, and get to see the both of them...he already knows how much both of them mean to me.
Oh and about that Sam and Beth! Mark wants to meet the both of you, since i always talk about you when i talk about home. Gah i want to come home so bad.
I have been sick for the past couple of days, it sucks and my sinuses are all dry from the medicine that i have been taking. If i dont feel better by wednesday im going to stop taking them...i got the meds on friday and i still dont feel up to par yet...i should have started to feel better by sunday but i didn't.
Ok so what possess me to leave my room at 1 in the morning because mark calles me drunk...i dont know, the girls down here are awesome..they drove me 30 mins to go and spend the night with him. I dont know what possessed me, it was just an instinct. I was thinking on the way there...omg what am i doing? then i got there, saw him, and realized why...just to see his drunk face look at me...and smile....just ot know that i was there with him to keep him warm, and settle him down so he can sleep. He has got me under a spell or something....*sigh*