Nov 14, 2006 02:32
There are only three S.T.A.R.S. left now - Jill, Captain Wesker, and myself. We don't know where Barry is...
So, who's JUST about ready to drop out of school? Honestly, my stress levels have reached their breaking points and I'm ABOUT ready to be done. This trend will need to be turned around quickly if I am to salvage the semester.
For example, tonight is a "school night", and I have class at 8AM tomorrow. I could not bring myself to do school-themed work, so I stayed up until 2AM drinking beer, eating Rosa's, and watching LOST. This is perhaps not a healthy decision, but alas it somehow makes me feel better in my horribly stressed out state.
I'm a giant heaping pile of mess right now. The fact that I feel like I'm the one trying to help everyone else with their problems and struggles right now is really dragging me down right now too...I know I can't help everyone, I know I'm no their savior - and yet I continue to try. I'm overextended, under-rested and feeling like I can't keep this up much longer. Thanksgiving break is coming up soon and I need it badly...too bad I've got a HUGE amount of work due before then.
Too much going on to cover it all here, but before I go I want to throw this out there: If it weren't for my friends, I wouldn't be here in this place writing this journal right now. I've made it this far in school (and life?) because of you guys and you all are the reason I'm going to make it in the end. I hope you all know and appreciate how much you all mean to me. Seriously.
And with that, I'll be off to sleep. Hopefully I can make it through most of my classes tomorrow...
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