Random Thoughts

[gongong]

My Biggest Fear of my Final Year Project is not the project itself. I absolutely detest the research, the interim report and the final report.

its the need to sound academic, the need to do citation, the need to analyse data , the need to cut the massive meat into 50 pages, the need to include thousands of appendixes...

All these tire me completely and I burnout thinking about them.

My biggest fear of my FYP is not the project itself, its doing the report alone.

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My biggest fear is tomorrow
- For tomorrow I am closer to death
- For tomorrow I am one day older and my youth is one day gone
- For tomorrow I am closer to the FYP report and FYP event date
- For tomorrow is shorter time left to FYP project and Report
- For tomorrow means I will have harder time getting sponsor
- For tomorrow I will meet more people who will reject me
- For tomorrow I had wasted yesterday without filling it with happiness
- For tomorrow I am closer to paying th 44k Debt
- For tomorrow I am closer to a need to find a job (and the shitload of work that comes along with applying and waiting)
- For tomorrow i have less money in my bank
- For tomorrow will be another tiringly 15 hour work day in front of the computer, typing, calling, typing, calling, typing.

I fear today, because it will soon be tomorrow.

I fear...