When an evenings time is felt
Something weird was brought to my attention tonight so I decided to reflect on the past and well yeah I'm unintentionally becoming an asshole to someone just because I'm scared. And I think I pissed someone off for the first time I've known her and yeah well I'm sorry to anyone I've been an asshole to or near the same circumstances. Looking back on conversations bleg lol.
In the meantime, my dad has given up trying not to yell at me since my mother talked to him. Since well he's been yelling at me again.
I really don't want to leave this summer.
I'm going to go have one final cry for awhile and achieve a mental breakdown so I can start clear. Sorry. and yes I've been a major asshole. I really do love you.
Fear 5/20/05
When an evenings time is felt so near
Time grasps you by the hand
Pulling you within
This breaks so unevenly
Watching shade as it consumes all the friend's
That were met near the end
They had times when
Wishing for a new beginning was so unbearable
Unbreathable under these sheets
They knew they had time to start anew
But it was a dream that they could not feel
This holes so empty and blind
Beneath it's covers laying on an unbreakable bed
Maybe they thought they could hold their revenge
But they had to pass away before they could hold their sacrifice
I hate being a dark romantic poet... I suck at happy shit
I have no clue where that poem came from just kinda sounded cool and sorta about how freagin blind I can be sometimes. lol
Good night everyone I'm going to try to get to sleep early tonight as well.
-heart-
In the meantime, my dad has given up trying not to yell at me since my mother talked to him. Since well he's been yelling at me again.
I really don't want to leave this summer.
I'm going to go have one final cry for awhile and achieve a mental breakdown so I can start clear. Sorry. and yes I've been a major asshole. I really do love you.
Fear 5/20/05
When an evenings time is felt so near
Time grasps you by the hand
Pulling you within
This breaks so unevenly
Watching shade as it consumes all the friend's
That were met near the end
They had times when
Wishing for a new beginning was so unbearable
Unbreathable under these sheets
They knew they had time to start anew
But it was a dream that they could not feel
This holes so empty and blind
Beneath it's covers laying on an unbreakable bed
Maybe they thought they could hold their revenge
But they had to pass away before they could hold their sacrifice
I hate being a dark romantic poet... I suck at happy shit
I have no clue where that poem came from just kinda sounded cool and sorta about how freagin blind I can be sometimes. lol
Good night everyone I'm going to try to get to sleep early tonight as well.
-heart-