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[gonenumb]

so weird

i feel so alone
i am doing things 24/7 it seems yet i feel completely alone always
and like the world is passing me by

pieces of me are lost and i dont spend enough time with myself to find them

fixing the rest of the world is my job...not fixing myself

nothing feels right...now i am working at the commons....that isnt me what the hell am i doing...who knows i certainly dont

what do i want...?...
arg

maybe i am just rambling because i am sick and should be in bed
maybe that is what it is....

i am workiing on it....making things right

i dont know who i am writing this to but then again when do i ever know when i write shit on this

love you all....whoever reads this

love me?