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Well, last time I updated I talked about my amazing boyfriend...which he was. We couldn't communicate worth shit and I tried so hard and with the exception of three wonderful days he didn't seem to give a shit. He wanted to be together forever, but couldn't accept that would mean talking about problems and thinking before acting, I would have been with him forever too if the 3 wonderful days of communication didn't end so abruptly in him deciding it wasn't worth the hassle and he wasn't about to start communicating. I was so happy when he came to the conclusion himself to improve our communication and work on the issues he had, it freed me up to stop thinking about the things I needed to make him aware of and focus on the things I badly needed to fix in order to make us work. I think this is the hardest break up yet, because it wasn't terrible, and besides him not wanting to put in the effort to communicate, we were a great team. I still love him, I hope things don't get worse as they sometimes can...
My house feels so empty. I don't even want to watch private practice.... that's saying something. I miss him already and it's only been half a day.
My house feels so empty. I don't even want to watch private practice.... that's saying something. I miss him already and it's only been half a day.