Sep 25, 2007 12:53
Yesterday Sid showed some signs that he may be going the way of Delonge. Right now I feel he is trustworthy with Doll but I don't think he will be for much longer. He is a wonderful little dog and I love him so much, but I just can't risk it. In this case I have to go with my gut. I'm thinking I will get a puppy again after christmas and they can grow up together instead of Dahlya cutting in on Sid's territory. I really want her to grow up with animals... Shit! I love Sid so much.
Fuck fuck fuck.
If I don't do this and something happens I will never be able to forgive myself, I've always felt I had an intuition with animals especially dogs... I have to do this, as much as I don't want to.