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so i havn't updated since a month before i left for college. i don't even read this anymore but i'm really stressed so i figure this is a good way to get it out. college has been amazing so far. i really like everyone i meet and my roommate is my best friend here. the girl next door is also our best friend. i have a bunch of different groups and sometimes they all hang out. tonight im going to a dance club which ive been wanting to go back to since the first time i went. i kind of fucked some stuff up at the beginning but now things are all cleared up. i'm a confusing person and i dont want anyone to get hurt so i act dumb and try to let it all blow over. now i'm really happy though and i have to have a sleepover tonight because chelsea's boyfriend is coming to stay. I'M GOING SKYDIVING TOMORROW granted the weather is good. i'm all signed up and paid for. and then when i get back my mom will be here waiting for me. oh god i miss her so much. ive been getting randomly homesick. like i'll be at a party and just wish that i was back at home in brian's basement with all of the guys and my girlfriends. but overall ive really been having a great time. and ive grown up.. im becoming pretty independent and i think its hard not to. i have my first really big exam in neuroscience today. im horribly nervous and im doing everything i can to just relax. i think i know everything but i can't help but be nervous.