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holy shit. just when i think that summer romances are done and gone for good here it comes up again shaking my world....what am i to do?
im not giving him a second chance, thats for damn sure. but he wants to be friends. he wants to talk. he said he realized what he lost and that i was the best thing in his life and he loved being with me.
why is he doing this.
i dont get it.
after all this time...now?
i want to scream at the top of my lungs.
i cant let him get to me. he wants to hang out. and i care about him duh. and i cant let myself get attached again, i cant put myself through this.
im shaking as i write this. why now. whyyyyy....
im not giving him a second chance, thats for damn sure. but he wants to be friends. he wants to talk. he said he realized what he lost and that i was the best thing in his life and he loved being with me.
why is he doing this.
i dont get it.
after all this time...now?
i want to scream at the top of my lungs.
i cant let him get to me. he wants to hang out. and i care about him duh. and i cant let myself get attached again, i cant put myself through this.
im shaking as i write this. why now. whyyyyy....