i hate my life
ok so its not really my life i hate, but its the fact that i don't sleep anymore. here i was out til like 4 in the morning last night, and now i am up at 8:30, its horrible. its so fucking retarded, this has got to stop, but pills don't work, and it takes to much alcohol to make me pass out, i've tried herbal remadys, i've tried everything. i still have to keep my old theory that i would sleep better if i ha some one to cuddle with, but alas the girl i had lined up to be my cuddle partner up and left me, go figure huh. speaking of which that same girl i have tried to call like she asked me too, and am yet to hear back from her, so if she reads this then the ball is now in her court, if she wants to talk on the phone like she says then shes gonna have to call me now, otherwise she'll just have to wait til we are both online again. anyways peace out, i'm got to go to work at some point this morning so i figure why not just do it now and get it over with.