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[goneawry55]

you say breathe
but i can not
i have a heart
but it has been silent for years
i know not of love or compassion
hate, fear, lonliness
these are my friends
i am called a creature of the night
llike those who cam before me
i kill the innocent
and laugh with the evil
i used to be a man
i used to have a soul
but it was stolen from me
drink he said and be free
you call this freedom
i am a beast trapped
by my memories
by the screams of those i've killed
no this is not freedom
this is not even hell
this is much worse
this is my life