christmas
well, it's christmas day, and I'm honestly not very excited. Its about 11:20, and i just rolled out of bed. I don't care much for christmas, I had a lot of bad experiences w/ it. There is snow on the ground, which is nice, i miss snow actually. The only good thing today is prbably that Kentae, Julie, and Luby are gonna come by later. They're the best friends in high school that stayed best friends, along w/ a few other people. My knee is alright, kinda still swollen, but doesnt hurt too much. I got some pain killers, but I dont like taking pills, and therefor I don't. I guess the reason why I'm not very excited is because it also doesnt feel like christmas at all to me. I guess that in part has to deal with the "home is where the heart is"...unfortunately for me, my heart is 500 miles away, waiting to be picked up off the floor. I could always be worse though. The drive home was alright, just long, and hard on my knee. My brothers got a long for the most part on the way home, but theres always something to fight about w/ them. It kinda sucked, the first night home, I had to sleep on the fucking couch, what a fucking blast! I didn't sleep well that night, but lastnight i slept well. My brother and I were drinking some rum and coke along w/ dinner, and i have no idea how, but tom got drunk, and was very loopy. It was kinda funny. I'm going to call carol tomorrow and see if she still wants me to go to Miami, which I hope I can. I'm going back to sleep though
"says she talks to angels
says they all know her name
oh yeah, she talks to angels
says they call her out by her name"
"says she talks to angels
says they all know her name
oh yeah, she talks to angels
says they call her out by her name"