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so at this fresh start of a new day i cant help but feel exhausted from all of yesterday. work work school school stress stress kiss kiss drive drive laugh laugh and put off studying for eternity because im over school by now. i have a whole semester to go but my motivation is barely there. you might see a dim twinkle everynow and again... like the night before a paper or project is due, but when there's two tests 10 hours away and not a drop of studying done...motivation is the last thing keeping me up this late. "c's earn degrees" or so a college grad said.
in any case i am in love with a little gray orphan with gleaming yellow eyes.
say hello to Stoli, the newest member to my family of one (well two now):
other current irritants and updates...
its hard to fill the void of a lost friend. not lost per se, more like set free in a baby bird pushed off the edge and forced to fly sort of way. i realize my tactics were drastic and came at a horrible time, but i still believe it was the right thing to do. what bothers me the most is that i still care, but i cant call to see how that poor baby bird is doing. better, im assuming. 23 is a great age to spread them wings and fly... and oh yes i am cheesy
saving 10 seats in a movie for a lot of bratty elementary kids is inappropriate. i dont care who's birthday it was.
it does not make me feel liberated or empowered when my 40 yr old male co-worker stands and watches me and a hand full of senior citizens shovel dirt all morning and he doesnt offer to help. please, dont ask me how the harry potter movie was pick up a fucking shovel and help. it makes me pissed off and disgusted.
i find myself in love. what? love? yes- and not just with the kitty. not quite sure what to think about this situation but it sure is wonderful.
i suppose 1:02am is a good time to start the day with a fresh batch of notes and chapter summaries.
au revior