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So...tomorrow at 2:30 Rachael and my parents have to meet with everyone at the school, and this intervention specialist from Children's so they can decide if she can go to school..because our school's so shitty and we have mold.
I'm really nervous, because I'm pretty sure that she's not going to be able to go, and I know I'm selfish but it's going to affect me; she's going to be so bitchy, and then mom's going to be bitchy to ME, and then my dad won't ever be home..
And especially since my mom and I just had a long talk about how I feel about all this, and how I feel neglected, and how she's so bitchy to me, and she said she's going to try to be nicer, but..I just don't think that will work.
At least my mom doesn't think I am selfish for being pissed that my whole summer was basically spent home alone, with everyone yelling at me when I got home.
I'm really nervous, because I'm pretty sure that she's not going to be able to go, and I know I'm selfish but it's going to affect me; she's going to be so bitchy, and then mom's going to be bitchy to ME, and then my dad won't ever be home..
And especially since my mom and I just had a long talk about how I feel about all this, and how I feel neglected, and how she's so bitchy to me, and she said she's going to try to be nicer, but..I just don't think that will work.
At least my mom doesn't think I am selfish for being pissed that my whole summer was basically spent home alone, with everyone yelling at me when I got home.